-Underestimate-

You know what?
I underestimate everything.
My school subjects,
My teacher,
My friends,
Time, and distances.

I always think,
I always thought;
The things I'm learning are so fool, so dumb
I never thought of,
The things I'm interested the most,
The subjects I liked the most;
Dumb-er than those I thinked it's the dumb-est.

I'm happy I realized that really quickly,
I'm sad that I actually felt that way,
I'm worried I don't have you beside me,
I'm glad we don't actually spend too much time together.

All my Physics and Math teachers told me:
Speed=Distances/Time
I knew that already, from that old old times.
And now I get a new formula:
"The speed human forget their friend = How far they apart/ How long they apart"
If this formula works on you and me;
Then I really hope we never met.
I think I could overcome those feellings, but
I need more time and efforts.

I'm sorry that I always talk these low mood things to you,
but I just realized,
No matter how I think I doesn't need a person beside me,
No matter how hard I tried to ignore my feeling,
Still, I need one.

For Min Jae